starry desert

 I made a new friend today. It kind of went against the plan which was an awful game of “chicken” to see if the one who might have had my heart would respond. Shocker: he didn’t. 

But I had a nice afternoon playing Scrabble in the park. 

I worked on my painting a bit more today, though I don’t think I have a photo of it updated just yet. 

I’m amazed at how much I enjoy watching Tarot readings on YouTube, specifically the readings by a channel called Mermaid Scales Tarot. Her videos always seem so on point with how I’m feeling.. 

I tried an electric bike today! Wow those things are coooooool!!! They’re like $7k apparently but the friggin thing BIKES electronically whenever it feels like it should help you hahaha. It’s so insanely awesome!

In other news..... this one boys facial expressions are everything to me... he has no idea how beautiful I find him to be, and I guess that makes it even cuter haha why not.

It’s like a peaceful ocean... I’m not ready to throw any rocks... the ripples always seem to end.

I’m listening to chakra healing music right. It’s really hitting the spot.

Also, I drew tarot cards on both the new person I hung out with today and my personal love life and I kid you not, I shuffled the deck INSANELY good (three times total, with very good shuffles) and I drew two of the same cards twice and the third card was basically the same card! I drew the Well, the Nine of Pentaclez, and the page and ace of cups. I’m trying to keep an open mind because I don’t want to repeat any cycles that no longer serve me, even though I gave it all the hope in the cosmos.... ((sad face))...

Alright, I’m gonna test out some more apps. Good night!