Im actually quite proud of myself 

Not only have I been reading,

But I've been painting

And jamming (and going to the gym)

Sure it may just be one loop, but it's still progress!

Is it better to start off with a bass line and build around that? 

In my spare time, I should explore drum loops

Okay all is not lost... just had to hang in there 

 Oh man. I'm in such a strange boat. Fighting for nothing then wondering where everything went, but I'd rather have clarity than a buzz so I'm gonna keep on truckin' on in the make believe world I've created.

man

o man

o man

where will we be three years from now? I better be in a cabin with the worlds prettiest window view  heheheh just kidding. grateful for all I have. just curious what comes after