Friday, June 4, 2021

remember be here now

i'm too bloated to think straight

or to remember what my point was on anything

my thoughts on love are diluted by my life experiences

and i'm never all too sure what direction to branch in

am i reading the right book? seems like the world is a library

idk 

in other news, I finished my first mural! i need to take some good photos of itttt

finally started on the furby still life~! gonna finish it up closer to the deadline :)

my car broke down today! almost got it towed, but decided to walk a half mile with my mom to buy some overpriced coolant from an arco. headed back and got some help from some cute ol' kiddo boys, with really good handshakes lol 

just found this band called Foxtrot. they're like impossible to find online and they sound SO good! 

i haven't dabbled in music in a minute! i should get back to that.

gotta do my sit ups for the day firsttt

also i've just been workin' a bunch

but omg, found TWO new hikes with amazingggg views. the first is called ladyface, and the second is at the sage ranch park up woolsey canyon. 

i wish for free flowing energy to surround me at all times, always. i need to get it in my head that i don't know what's best ( b u t what i f i doooooo)

i need more indie art surrounding me! not entirely sure but i think it has something to do with smith western playlists, tinsel chandelier photographs using flash in the dark, 

buuut making art alone is... not quite so fun! i'd like to make art with others! (preferably cute boyysssssszzz) omg cute boys are everything, and i don't think that will ever change ahaha.