Thursday, February 18, 2021

my love, i miss you -- but i guess i almost always do

 can i enjoy it for just what it is?

during the span of this painting

i cried over missing my aunt

realizing i had little to offer my aunt

though i've always wanted to be the one to host the family gatherings...

i was hoping i would have a husband by now and i'd be a bit more stable

but it looks like i'm a teenage degenerate until the universe decides otherwise

i've met so many people in my life

some have been given greater importance than others

and to that i ask, why?

anyway, wow we're still here .... way to exist haha


radiohead's stupid song about dreamers never learning UGH i CRY EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME

lol we can laugh about it now, i guess

doesn't change the fact it ' hits deep ' 

we can deduce that (reduce?) to a simple statement

but just because a feeling can be adhered to a sentence in the english statement doesn't mean it didn't hurt any less

our stories are our stories and god only knows why they hit the way they do

maybe that's the beauty of it all

but it's a big fucking maybe haha



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