there's a mountain lion on the loose, better watch out

happy new year!! 

wow, what year is it again? 2021 is about to come to a close, and yet again, we say hello to a new chapter. 

emotions are high. life is a bunch of waves, and my heart goes out to everyone, especially those who need it the most. but anyway, it's not like anyone reads this blog, so let me get back to that self-love chapter of mine that God only knows if it's good for anyone. wait, it is, right? you can't help others until you help yourself. 

anyway i came here to think about my resolutions for the new year!

from being conscious about what i eat, to working out, to painting, to going out with friends, to hanging out with family, and making wild love with my 'boyfriend' lol this year has been awesome.

what do i want to reach next year?

I want to simplify.

for starters, I have a dumb phone coming my way in the mail.

i realize dumb phones are a luxury in today's society.

i also realize that something insanely beautiful will happen to my mind and if i can return back to the basics.

what do you mean by that?

i mean,

an acoustic guitar

a pencil and paper

intution 

sensitivity

sitting upright more than laying down

i want to wake up

and know

<3

i miss a lot of people

and ironically enough

i'm the one who either

pushed them away

or didn't keep up with them

i'm going to start by messaging everyone

that comes to mind

a happy new year message

and from there, 

i want to be open to whatever comes my way

phone calls

texts

snail mail? haha as if

listening to 

give up

on vinyl

by the postal service

nothing better

is on right now

i have this habit of playing covers

a lot

that's okay

i want to write this year tho

^_^

you've got a lure i can't denyy

but you had your chance so say goodbye

say good byeee

oh man

SLUT

hehehe