starry desert

oh my god i don't want to spend any second of any other moment doing anything other than spewing my brains on paper in raw, anime drawings dancing as often as possible maybe in FRONT OF PEOPLE, EVENTUALLY?????? why is that even terrifying? oh boo hoo, people are LOOKING at you how fucking terrifying! oh my god, look, you made a MISTAKE A MISTAKE? how can any movement in this existence be seen as such? seriously? but in all realness, where is this music coming from? haha i don't fucking know that's why i hide in my room so much... it's the only place i can be truly free..... I want to be the end of this song, forever that would be bliss